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So after the divorce, it took me a little while before dating again.  I was at point in my life where I had become bitter, angry, snappy, and somewhat broken. It took a relative to mention my attitude for me to seriously start my healing process. I started spending more time alone, writing, and in the presence of God.  It was a process I had to go through in order to release some things from my life.  Gradually I became less bitter and less angry.  It became more of a process for me to relearn who I was as an individual as well as what I truly wanted. In doing so, walls began to fall; walls I had placed up to block, defend, and protect myself from anymore hurt, pain, and disappointment.  They'd begin to fall because I had learned the importance of putting my complete trust in God more and less in man.  I had to learn how to change my perspective on love, relationships, and expectancy, because too many times my expectations were far too idealistic. ...